Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Here I am

Here I am. Sitting in my car. At 03h30. Because I've spent a week away staying at my big sister's and my girlfriend's. And I can't walk through the front door. It's too hard. Reality. Been here before. Been here for 90 minutes. It'll be light in half an hour. Maybe then. Maybe I'll sleep here a while. Been here before. It's been three and a half years, Baba. Some things don't get any easier.


  1. You're right, my dear friend. Some things don't get any easier. But .... some things do. Or rather, you get stronger so that they're easier to deal with.
    I'm sorry that you're dealing with this. Sometimes ..... as in my life during the last month .... things still suck.
    But I know that I am stronger than I was 4 1/2 years ago. And things may not be easier, but I'm stronger .... and so I can deal with them a bit easier than before.
    I love you.

  2. you get hit in the face with it. you think you're doing okay and then it hits you and you can't move. i understand. i hope you got inside and got some restful sleep. love to you.

  3. It only took me 12 hours. But I did get back through the door xxx