I've taken a big step forward out of the darkness ...
it took me 2 hours, and I've sorted all my finances out. I had the money but no inclination before ... and I'm damn lucky that I didn't end up in court ... but I'm bang up to date with all my bills ... finally.
and ... Jayde and I fly to Spain on Monday to view villas and villages.
Now, all I need to do is sort out my house, purge it, pack it, clean it, get it valued and on the market. Oh yes, and sell the car and buy a smaller second hand city model.
One step, one breath, at a time.