I don't want to blog about the details, but I have to be strong for the family now. It's not about me. It's about someone who I love very much and respect. Tomorrow I will be my husband's wife and do what's right ... remember it's about this person, not at all about me. Make my husband proud.
Today, I will be strong and sort my bills finally.
Today, I will be strong enough to admit that I'm not capable of making phone calls. Tomorrow I will not need to for I shall see my family in the flesh. Be there for them, as they were for me.
Today, I will distract myself by attempting to reply to emails, Facebook posts and making headway on my new business, whilst learning how my new laptop works.
Today, I will prepare myself for tomorrow by being positive.
Tomorrow I will be strong. Tomorrow I will make Cliff proud.