Saturday, January 7, 2012


I want to go home.

I can't find my way home.

I still feel like I'm bleeding everywhere. From that amputation.

Fuck this. It hurts. Fuck death.


  1. Keep breathing. Walking beside you from here. Sending you a big hug and lots of love.

  2. yup, ditto. acknowledged.

  3. i concur, Megan's ditto. also know Deb is right. breathe in. breathe out. breathe in. breathe out. it hurts so do it slowly. we're here for you. maybe not in the same room, but in sort of the same place. we see you. we hear you. we understand. love and peace to you, dear Boo.

  4. Boo, Those are the only words of wisdom I have, also. Keep breathing. Just one breath at a time. In. Out. You are in the absolute worst part of it. I promise you that this won't last. You are peaking at the height of grief. But the flip side is that once you hit the highest point .... it drops back down faster than it has before. And it will not go that high again. You will start to even out. Just keep breathing.
    Please. There are so many of who are here for you ..... breathing with you.
    You are loved.

  5. Boo, I've been sooo lazy about reading and posting lately, but I'm back. Sad to hear you're so down right now.
    I looked through the submissions we received for the book on widowhood. I hope you'll consider submitting.

  6. Boo, I haven't been reading or posting for a while, but sorry to hear you so upset. One foot in front of the other. Take baby steps if needed...
    Hugs and love from New Jersey..

  7. Boo,

    Sorry you have been feeling lost. Sorry you are hurting.