Thursday, January 6, 2011

a glimpse at the boy and the man

"Your absense has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its colour"

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.”

“When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.”

“Death ends a life, not a relationship.”

"As I gazed into your eyes - something inside me forever changed...You laid there by my side and gave me a smile that tore down the walls surounding my Heart..I found what I'd been looking for all along..that magic feeling I could never have before..I felt you there.. beside me.. taking my hand in yours..When the tears faded away and I came to my senses - You gave me a promise I'd been dying to hear since the moment we met..You Told me that we'll always be together...Time and space ceased to be.. Our threads of fate became one..All the pain, doubt and fear in the world would not keep us apart..Not anymore..If I'd have died right then and there in your arms, it wouldn't matter.. It still would have been the happiest moment of my life.. Death is only death.. and you.. are so much more..But then something happened.. The dream ended.. I was forced to open my eyes only to realize.. that I had lost you once again..I had returned back to reality - along with the sad shards of my broken Heart.. The torment of nothingness inside me caused grief unlike any other.. And still.. I wouldn't trade that one moment of true happiness.. for anything.. even if it was just a dream..Though just a pleasant illusion - the time we shared together felt real enough to me.. And that's why I love the nightly darkness so..For I can't wait to close my eyes.. fall asleep once more.. and find you there again.."

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."


  1. God, it's not bloody fair, is it? All those people around the world who hate one another and the fates have to divide two people who just belong together. It's just not right.

  2. Amen J. I sure wish we could understand why, though no reason would ever be good enough. Life isn't fair. And it just pisses me off...