I hate the snow now.
It snowed the last morning Cliff was alive, and now ... every time it snows, those flakes just fill me with so much loss and pain.
I miss him beyond words. It is unspeakable.
Not to mention how vulnerable it makes me feel. I can't drive in it. I worry that if I walk in it I will fall and break an arm or a leg. Then what? How would I cope?
Life is so frightening now.