Emma, Georgia, Vicki
My goddaughter is having two wisdom teeth removed today. Right about now she is under general anaesthetic because there are complications. She has never had a general anaesthetic before. Ever.
My stomach is on a fast spin programme.
I want to call her mother (my friend Vicki) but cannot yet. My mouth is too dry to speak.
We would have both happily undergone this for her. Instead of her.
She was so scared.
If Cliff were still here, I'd have worried less ... everything always felt okay and safe with him here. Now it doesn't. Not anymore. I hate this.