I wish that if someone says they are going to help me, that they do.
I wish that if someone says they are going to phone me, that they do.
I know that they don't understand the effect that their lack of action has on me - the "untouched".
I know that they won't let me down and in the end it will all come right.
But to give myself any semblance of normalcy in this brave new world, I have to plan stuff and execute it, or I feel even more wobbly.
Maybe I should be a big girl and just tell them, huh ...