I understand why women in the Middle East ululate now. Last night I felt like doing it myself. Instead I sat on his couch for the longest time rocking myself, like the insane do, literally SCREAMING for him and crying so hard that I almost threw up.
Fred kept licking the tears off my face and at one point I had to pick up Barney because he'd started shaking with fear.
Today I am EXHAUSTED but I'm here. So far, so good ... feeling stronger and looking forward to seeing Faye, David and their new baby Benjamin this evening.