I wake up hysterical.
I dream that I have turned his hair completely white, and he is dying.
It’s all my fault … because in my dream, I have been unfaithful to him. His heartbreak causes him to refuse to see me face to face, rather opting to wave at me, from a distance, through a window.
I have to drive to work an hour later than usual ... but at least I got back on the horse.